sometimes it hits me. things won't be the same. things can't be the same. it's really hard. all the things i miss and want back.
the things that were taken.
the things that were given up.....willfully....accidentally....selfishly....ignorantly...
it's a huge puzzle that won't ever be complete again. unfinished. messed up. ugly.
4 years
9 months
5 days
4 hours
i will never be able to go back. never be able to heal the wounds. never.
because i threw pieces away.
