i just don't want to. i want to wake up tomorrow and have so many things be different. is it too much to ask to have a few less worries in life? is it too much to ask to have something go right? really?
i'm tired of feeling so discouraged that it just takes the life right out of me. i am actually afraid that the "next" thing will send me over the edge. i can't take anymore. i don't care about all the cliches that say this kind of stuff just makes us stronger....builds character....blah blah blah....i am just tired of it all.
maybe i'm just weak......
if you are out there god....and i know you are.....i know you know me....can't you just throw us a bone?
