I haven't blogged in a while....a long while.
I find myself getting lost in the pretentious world of social media and fakeness. Wanting to please and measure up. Not measuring up.
I find myself wanting to be a better mom. A better wife. A friend who makes a difference.
Not measuring up.
I find myself resentful of the things that could have been. I try to make up for it.
Not measuring up.
I'm tired of trying. Spinning wheels. Sinking sand. Treading water.
When can we exhale.
Why do mean dishonest people get ahead? Why do lazy people get ahead?
I'm just tired.
I totally get why people give up and don't want to go on....
