.....found the song i was looking for, actually dale did, in about 2 seconds......sometimes you hear a song that makes you feel like there IS someone out there that has been through what you are going through....i can't wait to experience the last 3 lines of the song.....i think i'm starting to believe it will happen....
Why, why are You still here with me
Didn't You see what I've done?
In my shame I want to run and hide myself
But it's here I see the truth
I don't deserve You
But I need You to love me, and I
I won't keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need You to love me
I, I have wasted so much time
Pushing You away from me
I just never saw how You could cherish me
'Cause You're a God who has all things
And still You want me
Your love makes me forget what I have been
Your love makes me see who I really am
Your love makes me forget what I have been
3 comments:
Hi Jen,
I love you and I am still praying for you and your family. We all are sinners. I can't look at you and say you are a bigger sinner because you committed xyz sin and I didn't. God didn't give us that option. We all sinned and fell short of the glory of God. Your sin may have effected your family in a very visible way, but my sin is every bit as destructive, probably more, because my sins are frequently not seen by anyone, so they are still in the dark. A sin in the light is no longer life controlling, even though it may seem that way at the moment. A sin in the light is forgiven and now has been taken away as far as the east is from the west. I wish that I had the courage to be as honest as you are about my own struggles with walking the Christian life. I guess that not only do I fear what people think, I am also afraid of getting stuck back in the mire of self pity. I pray for you almost every single day. Please don't give up. You are very much loved.
thank you rita
Jen thats a really powerful song! I love you all and miss you so much! You're in my thoughts and prayers!
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